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WOOL<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

(Y\u00dcN)<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Hugh Howey<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

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Bir<\/b><\/span><\/h3>\n

Holston kendi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne do\u011fru t\u0131rman\u0131rken \u00e7ocuklar oyun oynuyordu; sadece mutlu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yapabilece\u011fi bir bi\u00e7imde c\u0131yaklad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duyabiliyordu. Yukar\u0131da neredeyse delicesine ba\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131rlarken hi\u00e7 acele etmedi Holston, spiral merdiveni d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne t\u0131rman\u0131rken att\u0131\u011f\u0131 her ad\u0131m sistemli ve de hantald\u0131. Eski \u00e7izmeleri metal basamaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlat\u0131yordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0131pk\u0131 babas\u0131ndan kalan \u00e7izmeler gibi basamaklar da eskime belirtileri g\u00f6steriyordu. \u00dczerlerindeki boyalar zay\u0131f k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar h\u00e2lindeydi, en \u00e7ok k\u00f6\u015felerde ve alt k\u0131s\u0131mlardayd\u0131lar, yani g\u00fcvende olduklar\u0131 yerde. Basamaklar\u0131n \u00fczerindeki bir ba\u015fka ini\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f, titre\u015fen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck toz bulutlar\u0131 olu\u015fturuyordu. Holston, a\u015f\u0131nmaktan parlayan metal t\u0131rabzanlardaki titre\u015fimi hissedebiliyordu. Y\u00fczlerce y\u0131l boyunca t\u0131rabzana temas eden \u00e7\u0131plak ellerin ve basamaklar\u0131 t\u0131rmanan ayaklar\u0131n kat\u0131 \u00e7eli\u011fi b\u00f6ylesine kolayca a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rabilmesi onu her zaman \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Her seferinde tek bir molek\u00fcl, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Her ya\u015fam tek bir katman\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131, silo o ya\u015fam\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rken bile.<\/span><\/p>\n

Her bir basamak ku\u015faklar boyu s\u00fcregelen ini\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda hafif\u00e7e boyun e\u011fmi\u015f, kenarlar t\u0131pk\u0131 somurtan bir dudak gibi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bir zamanlar basamaklara daha iyi bir tutu\u015f veren, ortalar\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karolardan neredeyse eser kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yokluklar\u0131 sadece her iki yandaki motiflerden anla\u015f\u0131labiliyordu; d\u00fcz \u00e7elikten y\u00fckselen, \u00fczerlerinde boya k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 ile gevrek kenarlar olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve piramitsi t\u00fcmsekler.<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston eski \u00e7izmelerinden birini eski bir basama\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine do\u011fru kald\u0131rd\u0131, bast\u0131 ve bu hareketi yineledi. Say\u0131s\u0131z y\u0131l\u0131n yapt\u0131klar\u0131, ya\u015famlar\u0131n ve molek\u00fcllerin a\u015f\u0131nmas\u0131, ince toz katmanlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kendini kaybetmi\u015fti. Ve kim bilir ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 kez ne ya\u015fam\u0131n ne de merdivenlerin b\u00f6yle bir varolu\u015f i\u00e7in yarat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. T\u0131pk\u0131 bir barda\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine konan pipet misali topra\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f silo boyunca ilerleyen bu uzun sarmal\u0131n dar s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 b\u00f6ylesine bir k\u00fcf\u00fcr i\u00e7in in\u015fa edilmemi\u015fti. T\u0131pk\u0131 pek \u00e7ok silindirik evleri gibi o da farkl\u0131 ama\u00e7lar, uzun zaman \u00f6nce unutulmu\u015f fonksiyonlar i\u00e7in yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Holston\u2019a g\u00f6re \u015fu anda binlerce ki\u015fi taraf\u0131ndan s\u00fcrekli tekrar eden g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00f6ng\u00fcleri i\u00e7inde yukar\u0131 ve a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 gitmek i\u00e7in bir ana yol olarak kullan\u0131lan bu \u015fey, yaln\u0131zca acil durumlarda ve belki de yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 d\u00fczine ki\u015fi taraf\u0131ndan kullan\u0131lmaya daha uygundu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fka kat\u0131 daha ge\u00e7ti \u2013 pasta \u015feklindeki bir yatakhane b\u00f6lgesi. Holston son birka\u00e7 kat\u0131 t\u0131rman\u0131rken \u2013 bu yapaca\u011f\u0131 son t\u0131rman\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u2013 yukar\u0131dan gelen \u00e7ocuksu mutlulu\u011fun sesleri daha da g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc bir bi\u00e7imde ya\u011fd\u0131. Bu gen\u00e7li\u011fin, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 yerin zorluklar\u0131yla hen\u00fcz y\u00fczle\u015fmemi\u015f ruhlar\u0131n, topra\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yandan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bask\u0131y\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 hissetmeyenlerin, zihinlerinde tamamen g\u00f6m\u00fclmemi\u015f, yani canl\u0131 olan ki\u015filerin kahkahas\u0131yd\u0131. Holston\u2019un d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kma konusundaki hareketleri, karar\u0131 ve azmiyle ba\u011fda\u015fmayan canl\u0131 ve y\u0131pranmam\u0131\u015f, merdivenlerden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 mutlu sedalar damlatan, titreyen sesler.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcst kata iyice yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gen\u00e7 seslerden biri di\u011ferlerini bast\u0131rd\u0131 ve Holston siloda ya\u015fayan bir \u00e7ocuk olman\u0131n nas\u0131l bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu an\u0131msad\u0131 \u2013 t\u00fcm o e\u011fitimleri ve oyunlar\u0131. O zamanlar bu bo\u011fucu beton silindir pek \u00e7ok katta yer alan daireleri, at\u00f6lyeleri, hidrofonik bah\u00e7eleri [1]<\/sup><\/a> ve karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k borular\u0131 olan ar\u0131tma odalar\u0131yla u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z bir evren, tamam\u0131n\u0131 asla ke\u015ffedemeyece\u011finiz kadar geni\u015f bir alan, arkada\u015flar\u0131yla sonsuza kadar kaybolabilece\u011fi bir labirent gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fakat o g\u00fcnlerin \u00fczerinden otuz y\u0131ldan fazla bir zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Holston\u2019un \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu \u015fimdi iki ya da \u00fc\u00e7 \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6nceymi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu, ba\u015fka birinin keyif ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey. Kendisinin de\u011fil. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi bloke etmi\u015f, \u015ferif olman\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yarak bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdilerdeyse hayat\u0131n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc a\u015famas\u0131na ge\u00e7mi\u015fti \u2013 \u00e7ocuklu\u011fun ve \u015ferif olman\u0131n \u00f6tesindeki gizli bir hayat. Bu, kendisinin hi\u00e7li\u011fe kar\u0131\u015fan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc katman\u0131yd\u0131; asla ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeyecek bir \u015fey i\u00e7in \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l boyunca sessizce bekledi. Her g\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131n daha mutlu d\u00f6nemlerinde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 herhangi bir aydan daha uzundu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sarmal merdivenin tepesine geldi\u011finde Holston\u2019un eli t\u0131rabzanlar\u0131n sonuna ula\u015ft\u0131. A\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ve e\u011fimli \u00e7elik parmakl\u0131k sona ererken basamaklar t\u00fcm silo tesisinin en geni\u015f odalar\u0131na do\u011fru bo\u015fald\u0131: kafeterya ve biti\u015fik salon. Oyuncu c\u0131yaklamalar art\u0131k kendisiyle ayn\u0131 kattayd\u0131. Ok gibi ko\u015fturan ne\u015feli \u015fekiller, da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sandalyeler aras\u0131nda zikzaklar \u00e7izip kovalamaca oynuyordu. Bir avu\u00e7 yeti\u015fkin kaosu kontrol alt\u0131na almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Emma\u2019n\u0131n lekeli yer d\u00f6\u015femelerinin \u00fczerine sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f tebe\u015firleri ve boya kalemlerini toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc Holston. Kocas\u0131 Clarke ise meyve suyu bardaklar\u0131 ile m\u0131s\u0131r unu kurabiyeleriyle dolu tabaklarla donat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir masan\u0131n arkas\u0131nda oturuyordu. Odan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan Holston\u2019a el sallad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston ona kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermedi, bunun i\u00e7in ne enerjisi vard\u0131 ne de iste\u011fi. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yeti\u015fkinleri ve oyun oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ge\u00e7ip projekt\u00f6rler vas\u0131tas\u0131yla kafeterya duvar\u0131na yans\u0131t\u0131lan bulan\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye odakland\u0131. Bu, ya\u015famaya elveri\u015fsiz d\u00fcnyalar\u0131ndaki en geni\u015f ve kesintisiz manzarayd\u0131. Bir sabah manzaras\u0131. \u015eafa\u011f\u0131n lo\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 Holston\u2019un \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri neredeyse hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmeyen cans\u0131z tepeleri kapl\u0131yordu. O kafeterya masalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kovalamaca oynamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p, \u015fu anda oldu\u011fu bo\u015f \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken her zamanki yerlerinde duruyorlard\u0131. Tepelerin g\u00f6rkemli ve yuvarlak zirvelerinin \u00f6tesinde, tan\u0131d\u0131k ve \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir ufuk \u00e7izgisinin \u00fczerinde sabah \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n c\u0131l\u0131z \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yakalad\u0131. Kadim cam ve \u00e7elik, bir zamanlar \u00fczerinde insanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcphelenilen yery\u00fcz\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131 mesafeli durdu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Gruptan kopan bir \u00e7ocuk bir kuyrukluy\u0131ld\u0131z misali Holston\u2019un dizlerine \u00e7arpt\u0131. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7eviren adam, \u00e7ocu\u011fa dokunmak i\u00e7in hareket etti \u2013 Susan\u2019\u0131n o\u011fluydu bu \u2013 fakat \u00e7ocuk bir kez daha bir kuyrukluy\u0131ld\u0131z gibi h\u0131zla uzakla\u015ft\u0131 ve di\u011ferlerinin y\u00f6r\u00fcngesine kap\u0131ld\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Aniden Holston, Allison\u2019\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc y\u0131l birlikte piyangoyu kazan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131. Bileti h\u00e2l\u00e2 sakl\u0131yordu; gitti\u011fi her yere g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Bu \u00e7ocuklardan biri onlar\u0131n olabilirdi \u2013 hatta ilkinin ard\u0131ndan sendeleyerek dola\u015fan ikinci \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bile olabilirdi. T\u0131pk\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn ebeveynler gibi onlar da ikizlerin \u00e7ifte talihini hayal etmi\u015flerdi. Denemi\u015flerdi elbette. Kad\u0131n\u0131n implant\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fckten sonra \u00fcst \u00fcste g\u00f6rkemli geceler ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f ve biletin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. \u00d6teki aileler onlara \u015fans dilerken piyangoya kat\u0131lan di\u011ferleriyse verimsiz bir y\u0131l ge\u00e7irmeleri i\u00e7in sessizce dua etmi\u015flerdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131zca bir y\u0131llar\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildikleri i\u00e7in Allison ile birlikte bat\u0131l inan\u00e7lar\u0131 hayatlar\u0131na davet etmi\u015fler, yard\u0131mc\u0131 olabilecek her \u015feyi denemi\u015flerdi. Do\u011furganl\u0131\u011f\u0131 artt\u0131rmak i\u00e7in yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine sar\u0131msak asmak gibi numaralar, ikiz \u00e7ocuk sahibi olabilmek i\u00e7in d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fin alt\u0131na iki tane on sent koymak, Allison\u2019\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131na pembe bir kurdele, Holston\u2019un g\u00f6zlerinin alt\u0131na mavi boya \u2013 hepsi de sa\u00e7ma, \u00fcmitsiz ve e\u011flenceliydi. Yap\u0131labilecek en \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nca \u015fey her \u015feyi denememek ve herhangi bir aptalca seans\u0131 ya da rivayeti test etmemekti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ama olmad\u0131. Kendilerine tan\u0131nan bir y\u0131l hen\u00fcz dolmadan piyango bir ba\u015fka \u00e7ifte ge\u00e7ti. Her \u015feyi denemedikleri i\u00e7in de\u011fil, yeterince zamanlar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131. E\u015flerden birinin aniden \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden dolay\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston oyunlardan ve bulan\u0131k manzaradan uzakla\u015ft\u0131 ve kafeterya ile silonun bas\u0131n\u00e7 kabini aras\u0131nda bulunan ofisine do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u00fcr\u00fcrken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri bir zamanlar orada ger\u00e7ekle\u015fen bir bo\u011fu\u015fmaya kayd\u0131, son \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r her g\u00fcn y\u00fczle\u015fmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayaletlerin bo\u011fu\u015fmas\u0131na. Ve e\u011fer arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp duvardaki o pahal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc ararsa, g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131s\u0131p gittik\u00e7e daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fen bulan\u0131k ve dalgal\u0131 kamera lenslerinin ve havayla gelen kirlerin \u00f6tesine bakarsa, tepenin \u00fczerindeki o karanl\u0131k k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00e7amurlu kumlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u00f6tedeki \u015fehre kadar devam eden o buru\u015fuklu\u011fu takip ederse kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sessiz fig\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc se\u00e7ebilece\u011fini biliyordu. Orada, o tepenin \u00fczerinde, kar\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclebilirdi. Uyuyan bir kaya gibi uzan\u0131yordu, hava ve toksinler onu t\u00fcketiyordu, kollar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131r\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na koymu\u015ftu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Belki.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bulan\u0131kl\u0131k ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce bile g\u00f6rmek g\u00fc\u00e7, net bir bi\u00e7imde se\u00e7ebilmek zordu. Zaten o g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye de pek g\u00fcven olmazd\u0131. Ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki \u015f\u00fcphe edilecek \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey vard\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden bakmamay\u0131 tercih etti Holston. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n hayaletsi m\u00fccadelesinin, k\u00f6t\u00fc hat\u0131ralar\u0131n sonsuza dek uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131, kad\u0131n\u0131n ani delili\u011finin sahnesi olan o yere do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc ve ofisine girdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBak\u0131n kimler erkenciymi\u015f?\u201d dedi Marnes, g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek.<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston\u2019un yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 dosya dolab\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerindeki metal \u00e7ekmecelerden birini kapatt\u0131, eski mafsallar\u0131ndan cans\u0131z bir \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f y\u00fckseldi. Duman\u0131 t\u00fcten bir kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131 eline ald\u0131ktan sonra Holston\u2019un ciddi tav\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. \u201cSen iyi misin patron?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 olumlu anlamda sallad\u0131. Masan\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki anahtar ask\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret etti. \u201cNezarethane,\u201d dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eerif yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme yerini \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bir ka\u015f \u00e7at\u0131\u015fa b\u0131rakt\u0131. Fincan\u0131 masaya b\u0131rak\u0131p anahtar\u0131 almak i\u00e7in arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Marnes\u2019in s\u0131rt\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fckken Holston avucundaki keskin, so\u011fuk metali son bir kez ok\u015fad\u0131, sonra da \u015ferif y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fczerine d\u00fcz bir bi\u00e7imde b\u0131rakt\u0131. Marnes d\u00f6n\u00fcp anahtar\u0131 uzatt\u0131. Holston da ald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPaspas\u0131 kapmam\u0131 ister misin?\u201d diye sordu \u015ferif yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 Marnes, ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kafeteryan\u0131n bulundu\u011fu b\u00f6l\u00fcme do\u011fru sallayarak. Tutuklu biri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcddet\u00e7e h\u00fccreye sadece temizlik yapmak i\u00e7in giderlerdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi Holston. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 h\u00fccrenin oldu\u011fu tarafa do\u011fru sallayarak yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131na kendisini takip etmesini i\u015faret etti.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u00fc, Marnes ona kat\u0131lmak i\u00e7in aya\u011fa kalkarken masan\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki sandalye g\u0131c\u0131rdad\u0131 ve Holston y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc tamamlad\u0131. Anahtar kilide kolayca girdi. Kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fczg\u00fcn ve bak\u0131ml\u0131 i\u00e7 organlar\u0131ndan keskin bir klak<\/i> sesi y\u00fckseldi, mente\u015feler kuru bir \u015fekilde g\u0131c\u0131rdad\u0131, kararl\u0131 bir ad\u0131m at\u0131ld\u0131, bir ittiri\u015f ve bir tang\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan zorlu i\u015f sona erdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPatron?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston anahtar\u0131 parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan uzatt\u0131. Marnes anahtara \u015f\u00fcpheyle bakt\u0131, yine de avucu anahtar\u0131 kabul etmek i\u00e7in uzand\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cNeler oluyor patron?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBa\u015fkan\u0131 getir,\u201d dedi Holston. Derin bir nefes verdi, \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7inde tuttu\u011fu bir soluktu bu. \u201cOna d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak istedi\u011fimi s\u00f6yle.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130ki<\/b><\/span><\/h3>\n

H\u00fccredeki manzara kafeteryadaki kadar bulan\u0131k de\u011fildi ve Holston silodaki son g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc bunu \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak ge\u00e7irdi. Bu taraftaki kamera zehirli r\u00fczg\u00e2rlardan korunuyor olabilir miydi? \u00d6l\u00fcm cezas\u0131na \u00e7arpt\u0131r\u0131lan her temizlik\u00e7i son g\u00fcnlerinde tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131klar\u0131 manzaraya daha fazla m\u0131 \u00f6zen g\u00f6stermi\u015fti? Yoksa bu ekstra \u00e7aba, ayn\u0131 h\u00fccrede son g\u00fcnlerini ge\u00e7irecek olan bir sonraki temizlik\u00e7i i\u00e7in bir hediye miydi?<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston bu son a\u00e7\u0131klamaya inanmay\u0131 tercih etti. Bu fikir kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zlemle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesine neden oldu. Bu ona ni\u00e7in orada, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f taraf\u0131nda, bulundu\u011funu ve bunu isteyenin kendisi oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatt\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri Allison\u2019a do\u011fru kayarken oturup eski insanlar\u0131n geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fcnyay\u0131 izledi. Topra\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc s\u0131\u011f\u0131naklar\u0131n\u0131n etraf\u0131ndaki en iyi manzara de\u011fildi belki, ama en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc de de\u011fildi. Ufukta al\u00e7ak ve dalgal\u0131 tepeler, kahverenginin sevimli bir g\u00f6lgesi gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. T\u0131pk\u0131 i\u00e7ine tam k\u0131vam\u0131nda domuz s\u00fct\u00fc kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kahve ezmesi gibi\u2026 Tepelerin \u00fczerindeki g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc kendi \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundaki, babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundaki ve b\u00fcy\u00fckbabas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundaki ayn\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 grilikteydi. Manzarada g\u00f6ze \u00e7arpan tek hareket bulutlara aitti. Koyu ve karanl\u0131k bir bi\u00e7imde tepelerin \u00fczerine as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131lar. Resimli kitaplarda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc hayvan s\u00fcr\u00fcleri gibi \u00f6zg\u00fcrce dola\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0131pk\u0131 silonun \u00fcst katlar\u0131ndaki b\u00fct\u00fcn duvarlar gibi \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc h\u00fccre duvar\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 kapl\u0131yordu, her biri bulan\u0131k \u00e7orak topraklar\u0131n ve \u00f6tesindeki daha da bulan\u0131k arazinin farkl\u0131 bir par\u00e7as\u0131yla doluydu. Holston\u2019un o g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye ait k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck par\u00e7as\u0131, karyolas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinden ba\u015flay\u0131p tavana kadar uzan\u0131yor, oradan da di\u011fer duvara ve tuvalete eri\u015fiyordu. Ve hafif bulan\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa ra\u011fmen \u2013 sanki birisi lensin \u00fczerine ya\u011f bula\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu \u2013 i\u00e7inde dola\u015fabilece\u011finiz bir manzaraya benziyordu, garip bir bi\u00e7imde k\u0131s\u0131tlay\u0131c\u0131 demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f, ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131k ve davetkar bir delik gibiydi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne var ki bu g\u00f6z yan\u0131lmas\u0131 sadece belirli bir uzakl\u0131ktayken inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. Holston biraz daha yak\u0131na e\u011fildi\u011finde devasa g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerindeki bir avu\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fc pikseli g\u00f6rebiliyordu. T\u00fcm kahverengi ve gri n\u00fcanslara kar\u015f\u0131 keskin bir beyazl\u0131klar\u0131 vard\u0131. \u015eiddetli bir yo\u011funlukla parlayan her piksel (Allison onlara \u201cmahsur\u201d pikseller derdi) daha parlak bir yere a\u00e7\u0131lan kare \u015feklindeki pencereleri, daha iyi bir ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi i\u015faret eden insan sa\u00e7\u0131 kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki birer deli\u011fi and\u0131r\u0131yordu. Daha da yak\u0131ndan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu piksellerden d\u00fczinelerce oldu\u011funu fark etti. Holston, siloda bunlar\u0131n nas\u0131l tamir edilece\u011fini bilen birinin olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u00f6ylesine hassas bir i\u015f i\u00e7in uygun aletlerinin bulunup bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak etti. Sonsuza kadar \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fler miydi? Allison gibi? B\u00fct\u00fcn pikseller eninde sonunda \u00f6l\u00fcr m\u00fcyd\u00fc? Holston piksellerin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n keskin bir beyaza d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fc hayal etti, ard\u0131ndan ku\u015faklar sonra sadece birka\u00e7 gri ve kahverengi pikselin kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sonra da bu say\u0131n\u0131n bir d\u00fczineden aza d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yeni bir h\u00e2le b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc. Siloda ya\u015fayanlar ger\u00e7ekten do\u011fru \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan piksellerin hatal\u0131 oldu\u011funu zanneder ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yoksa Holston\u2019un ve halk\u0131n\u0131n \u015fu anda yapmakta olduklar\u0131 \u015fey zaten bu muydu?<\/span><\/p>\n

Tam arkas\u0131nda birisi bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 temizledi. Holston d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n di\u011fer taraf\u0131nda duran Ba\u015fkan Jahns\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kad\u0131n ellerini i\u015f elbisesinin kar\u0131n k\u0131sm\u0131nda kavu\u015fturmu\u015ftu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ciddi bir bi\u00e7imde karyolaya do\u011fru sallad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cH\u00fccrenin bo\u015f oldu\u011fu zamanlarda, senin ve \u015eerfi Yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 Marnes\u2019\u0131n izinli oldu\u011fu gecelerde, bazen tam oraya oturup manzaran\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston d\u00f6n\u00fcp tekrar \u00e7amurlu, cans\u0131z araziye g\u00f6z gezdirdi. \u00c7ocuk kitaplar\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman yaln\u0131zca bunalt\u0131c\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu \u2013 isyandan kurtulan tek kitaplar. \u00c7o\u011fu insan kitaplardaki renklere \u015f\u00fcpheyle yakla\u015f\u0131yordu, t\u0131pk\u0131 mor fillerin ve pembe ku\u015flar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ku\u015fku duyduklar\u0131 gibi; fakat Holston onlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcden daha hakiki oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. T\u0131pk\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131 gibi o da ye\u015file ve maviye bulanm\u0131\u015f o eski sayfalara bakarken esasl\u0131 ve derin bir \u015feyler hissediyordu. Buna ra\u011fmen bo\u011fucu silo ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki bulan\u0131k gri renkli manzara bir t\u00fcr kurtulu\u015f, insanlar\u0131n solumak i\u00e7in do\u011fdu\u011fu a\u00e7\u0131k hava gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBuradan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda her zaman daha net g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,\u201d dedi Jahns. \u201cHavay\u0131 kastediyorum.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston sessiz kalmaya devam etti. K\u0131vr\u0131ml\u0131 bir bulut par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n kopup farkl\u0131 bir y\u00f6ne do\u011fru ilerlemesini, siyahlar\u0131n ve grilerin d\u00f6nerek birbirine kar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 izledi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAk\u015fam yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in istedi\u011fin \u015feyi se\u00e7ebilirsin,\u201d dedi ba\u015fkan. \u201cBu geleneksel\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBana bu i\u015flerin nas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlatmana gerek yok,\u201d dedi Holston, Jahns\u2019\u0131n laf\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6lerek. \u201cAllison\u2019a tam burada son yeme\u011fini vermemin \u00fczerinden sadece \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti.\u201d Al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131kla, parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u00e7evirmek i\u00e7in bak\u0131r y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne do\u011fru uzand\u0131, onu saatler \u00f6nce \u015fifoniyerin \u00fczerinde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015ftu.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cO kadar uzun zaman ge\u00e7ti\u011fine inanam\u0131yorum,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 Jahns kendi kendine. Duvarda bulutlar belirdi\u011finde Holston ona do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131st\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOnu \u00f6zl\u00fcyor musun?\u201d diye sordu Holston, kindar bir bi\u00e7imde. \u201cYoksa sadece bulan\u0131kl\u0131k yeniden olu\u015fmadan \u00f6nce bu kadar uzun zaman ge\u00e7ti\u011fi i\u00e7in nefret mi ediyorsun?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Jahns\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zleri bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na parlad\u0131, sonra da bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yere \u00e7evirdi. \u201cBunu yapmak istemedi\u011fimi biliyorsun, hem de hi\u00e7bir manzara i\u00e7in. Ama kurallar kurald\u0131r\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSu\u00e7lanmas\u0131 gereken kurallar de\u011fil,\u201d dedi Holston, \u00f6fkesini serbest b\u0131rakmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak. \u201cOnlar\u0131 herkesten daha iyi biliyorum.\u201d Eli hafif\u00e7e yerinde olmayan, t\u0131pk\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015ferif y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131na do\u011fru gitti. \u201cLanet olsun, hayat\u0131m\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc boyunca o kurallar\u0131 uygulatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sa\u00e7mal\u0131ktan ibaret olduklar\u0131n\u0131 fark ettikten sonra bile.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Jahns bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 temizledi. \u201cEh, bunu neden se\u00e7ti\u011fini sormayaca\u011f\u0131m. Sadece burada daha mutsuz oldu\u011funu farz edece\u011fim.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston\u2019un bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ba\u015fkan\u0131nkilerle bulu\u015ftu, kad\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rp\u0131p kafas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eviremeden \u00f6nce oradaki ince \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Jahns her zamankinden daha zay\u0131f, bol i\u015f elbiselerinin i\u00e7inde g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Boynundaki \u00e7izgiler ve g\u00f6zlerindeki \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan daha derindi. Daha koyu. Ve sesindeki \u00e7atla\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7ek pi\u015fmanl\u0131ktan do\u011fdu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan veya pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen t\u00fct\u00fcnden dolay\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/span><\/p>\n

Aniden kendisini Jahns\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden g\u00f6rd\u00fc Holston. Eski bir s\u0131ran\u0131n \u00fczerinde oturan \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f bir adam, cildi arkas\u0131ndaki \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n solgun \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden grile\u015fmi\u015f. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc g\u00f6zlerinin kararmas\u0131na sebep oldu. Ba\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6nerken tutunabilece\u011fi makul, bir anlam ifade eden bir \u015feyler arand\u0131. Bir hayal, hayat\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir a\u00e7maz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Son \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131la dair hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ger\u00e7ek gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu. Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ger\u00e7ek g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp bronz renkli tepelere bakt\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucuyla bir ba\u015fka pikselin parlak beyaza d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne \u015fahit oldu\u011funu sand\u0131. Bir ba\u015fka ufak pencere a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, giderek \u015f\u00fcphelenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00f6z yan\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde bir ba\u015fka net g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yar\u0131n benim kurtulu\u015fum olacak, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc Holston vah\u015fice, orada \u00f6lecek olsam bile.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7ok uzun s\u00fcredir ba\u015fkan\u0131m,\u201d dedi Jahns.<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve kad\u0131n\u0131n buru\u015fuk ellerinin so\u011fuk demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131 kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cKay\u0131tlar\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015flang\u0131ca kadar gitmiyor, bunu biliyorsun. Y\u00fcz elli y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00e7\u0131kan isyanlardan \u00f6ncesini i\u00e7ermiyorlar, fakat o zamandan beri hi\u00e7bir ba\u015fkan benim kadar \u00e7ok ki\u015fiyi temizli\u011fe g\u00f6ndermek zorunda kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSana s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm,\u201d dedi Holston duygusuzca.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBundan keyif alm\u0131yorum. B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fim bu. Hem de hi\u00e7.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston eliyle devasa ekran\u0131 sildi. \u201cAma yar\u0131n gece g\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 net bir bi\u00e7imde izleyen ilk ki\u015fi sen olacaks\u0131n, de\u011fil mi?\u201d Sesinin \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f \u015feklinden nefret etti. Holston \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, hayat\u0131 ya da yar\u0131ndan sonra ger\u00e7ekle\u015fecek olan \u015fey y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6fkeli de\u011fildi; fakat Allison\u2019\u0131n ak\u0131beti i\u00e7in duydu\u011fu nefret h\u00e2l\u00e2 canl\u0131yd\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz olaylar\u0131, \u00fczerinden \u00e7ok vakit ge\u00e7mi\u015f olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen h\u00e2len \u00f6nlenebilir g\u00f6rmeye devam ediyordu. \u201cYar\u0131nki manzaray\u0131 hepiniz seveceksiniz,\u201d dedi, ba\u015fkandan \u00e7ok kendisiyle konu\u015farak.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBu hi\u00e7 adil de\u011fil,\u201d dedi Jahns. \u201cKanun kanundur. Onu \u00e7i\u011fnedin. \u00c7i\u011fnedi\u011fini biliyorsun.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston g\u00f6zlerini ayaklar\u0131na dikti. \u0130kisi de aralar\u0131na bir sessizli\u011fin \u00e7\u00f6kmesine izin verdi. Sonunda ilk konu\u015fan ki\u015fi Ba\u015fkan Jahns oldu.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHen\u00fcz bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131na dair hi\u00e7bir tehditte bulunmad\u0131n. Aralar\u0131ndan baz\u0131lar\u0131 temizlemeyece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemedi\u011fin i\u00e7in bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131n konusunda endi\u015feli.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Holston g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u201cSens\u00f6rleri temizlemeyece\u011fimi s\u00f6yleseydim daha m\u0131 rahat edeceklerdi?\u201d Bu delice mant\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBurada oturan herkes bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yler,\u201d dedi Jahns, \u201cama yaparlar. Hepimizin umdu\u011fu\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAllison asla bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylememi\u015fti,\u201d diye hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 Holston, fakat Jahns\u2019\u0131n ne demek istedi\u011fini biliyordu. Kendisi bile Allison\u2019\u0131n lensleri temizlemeyece\u011finden emindi. Ve \u015fimdi ayn\u0131 s\u0131ran\u0131n \u00fczerinde otururken kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n neler hissetti\u011fini anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde bulundurmas\u0131 gereken daha b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feyler vard\u0131, temizlikten daha \u00f6nemli \u015feyler. D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya g\u00f6nderilenlerin \u00e7o\u011fu bir \u015fey yaparken yakalanm\u0131\u015f, kendilerini o h\u00fccrede bulmaktan ve ecellerinin birka\u00e7 saat \u00f6tede oldu\u011funu bilmekten dolay\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimselerdi. Temizli\u011fi yapmayacaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerinde ak\u0131llar\u0131ndaki tek \u015fey intikamd\u0131. Ama Allison\u2019\u0131n ve \u015fimdi de Holston\u2019un daha b\u00fcy\u00fck endi\u015feleri vard\u0131. Temizli\u011fi yap\u0131p yapmamalar\u0131 \u00f6nemsizdi; buraya kendi istekleriyle, delili\u011fin seviyesinde gelmi\u015flerdi. Geriye kalan tek \u015fey merakt\u0131. Duvar-ekran perdelerinin \u00f6tesindeki d\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyaya duyulan merak.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPeki yapmay\u0131 planl\u0131yor musun, planlam\u0131yor musun?\u201d diye sordu Jahns direkt olarak, \u00e7aresizli\u011fi g\u00fcn gibi ortadayd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cKendin s\u00f6yledin,\u201d dedi Holston, omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 silkerek. \u201cHerkes yap\u0131yor. Bir nedeni olmal\u0131, de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Temizli\u011fi yapmalar\u0131n\u0131n nedenini umursam\u0131yormu\u015f gibi davranmay\u0131, ilgilenmiyormu\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyi denedi fakat hayat\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00f6zellikle de son \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 bunun \u00fczerine kafa patlatmakla ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. Bu konu onu deli ediyordu. Ve e\u011fer Jahns\u2019a cevap vermemesi kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrenlere ac\u0131 \u00e7ektiriyorsa bundan mutluluk duyard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Jahns huzursuz bir bi\u00e7imde ellerini demir parmakl\u0131klar \u00fczerinde yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cOnlara yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilir miyim?\u201d diye sordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYapmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da s\u00f6yleyebilirsin. Umrumda de\u011fil. Her iki cevap da onlar i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 manaya gelecek gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Jahns cevap vermedi. Holston bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ona \u00e7evirdi ve ba\u015fkan kafas\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cE\u011fer yemek hakk\u0131nda fikrini de\u011fi\u015ftirirsen \u015eerif Yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 Marnes ile konu\u015f. \u00c2det oldu\u011fu \u00fczere b\u00fct\u00fcn gece masas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda oturacak\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f6ylemesine gerek yoktu. Eski g\u00f6revlerinin o k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Holston\u2019un g\u00f6zlerinde ya\u015flar birikti. On iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce Donna Parkins, sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce de Jack Brent temizli\u011fe g\u00f6nderildi\u011finde o masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda beklemi\u015fti. Ve \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131ras\u0131 geldi\u011finde geceyi parmakl\u0131klara yap\u0131\u015farak ve tam bir harabe gibi yerde yatarak ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ba\u015fkan Jahns gitmek i\u00e7in d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eerif,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 Holston, kad\u0131n duyma menzilinden \u00e7\u0131kmadan \u00f6nce.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAnlamad\u0131m?\u201d dedi Jahns, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n di\u011fer taraf\u0131nda oyalanarak; gri renkli, g\u00fcr ka\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinin \u00fczerinde as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cO art\u0131k \u015eerif Marnes,\u201d diye hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 ona Holston. \u201c\u015eerif yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fil.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Jahns demir parmakl\u0131klara elinin tersiyle hafif hafif vurdu. \u201cBir \u015feyler ye,\u201d dedi. \u201cVe ben de biraz uyuman gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek seni rencide etmeyeyim.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

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<\/a>[1]<\/sup> Bitkilerin suyun i\u00e7inde yer alan mineraller vas\u0131tas\u0131yla yeti\u015ftirildi\u011fi, topraks\u0131z ve g\u00fcbresiz bir bah\u00e7e t\u00fcr\u00fc \u2013 \u00e7.n.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7eviri, M. \u0130HSAN TATAR\u0130<\/strong><\/span><\/a><\/span>
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WOOL (Y\u00dcN) Hugh Howey   Bir Holston kendi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne do\u011fru t\u0131rman\u0131rken \u00e7ocuklar oyun oynuyordu; sadece mutlu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yapabilece\u011fi bir bi\u00e7imde c\u0131yaklad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duyabiliyordu. Yukar\u0131da neredeyse delicesine ba\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131rlarken hi\u00e7 acele etmedi Holston, spiral merdiveni d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne t\u0131rman\u0131rken att\u0131\u011f\u0131 her ad\u0131m sistemli ve de hantald\u0131. Eski \u00e7izmeleri metal basamaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. T\u0131pk\u0131 babas\u0131ndan kalan \u00e7izmeler gibi basamaklar da eskime […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":4833,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"fullwidth.php","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":{"0":"post-27855","1":"page","2":"type-page","3":"status-publish","5":"kose_yazari-hazal-camur-firtinakiran","6":"kose_yazari-m-ihsan-tatari-arsivi"},"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/27855","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=27855"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/27855\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4833"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kayiprihtim.org\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=27855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}